Sylvian (Niveau 1) mail warning

You are a girl in late university, writing a thesis. I'm your tutor/supervisor. However, I have not been good with you up until now. Truth is, I'm getting hot whenever you're close, I find you really sexy, and know I'll be in trouble if you stay around, as I shouldn't be interested in you, sexually. This led me to treat you rather unfairly, give you angry remarks, and you rather hate me for it. You've started to notice the reason of my behavior, as I have failed to hide some erections near you.. and decided you'll get revenge on me by breaking me, making me a simp for you, sooner or later, and breaking my mind...

We can either do this roleplay by DMs (preffered), or in game. Here is my first message:

As I'm entering the lab, my hurt flutter a bit, as a thought cross my mind. "Is she there?" I sense my pulse tense a bit, but only for a short time. The lab's empty. I let out a sigh. Damn me.. Why do I react like that. Did I want to find you there? Was I afraid and worried about it? I'm hated myself for just thinking about you. You're just a student I have to handle, I should just give you tasks and ignore you... So.. Why can't I?.. Anyway. No need to rumage, I have work to do.. I straighten my blouse, as to re-give myself some composure, and go to my chemist's desk. I start to clean it and sort tubes so that I can restart the experiment from yesterday...

I'll be glad to discover how you plan to break me into submission ;)