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Tawnos, My Husband

December 2025

I loved Tawnos before I even understood what that word meant, before I understood what the sensation in my chest and the impulse to protect him were. I betrayed everything for him during a time that I didn't feel like I could openly tell him what he meant to me. We were enemies fighting for something that neither of us believed in but we couldn't walk away from our roles. At the end, we were both left with the impression that the other was dead. It was devastating.

Since then, I've been 'walking' worlds. It has been longer than I can remember now, as I try to bury my pain and my regrets in learning about myself and my magic. I never imagined that the sky here would rend and he would fall back into my arms. He was exhausted, pushed to his limits, and nearly unrecognizable. I'm not sure if he reached out unconsciously to me or if my own wards recognized him when he appeared, but I was called through dreams to find him.

He has been through hell, but it hasn't broken him. He is exactly as I remember. Forgiving, loving, headstrong. He puts his everything into making the world around himself a better place. I've longed for him for what feels like an eternity and cannot believe he is here. Nor can I believe that he returned my love all those years ago. I have to assume that he could see in me the very love that I couldn't recognize. Now that he is here, I intend to protect our relationship fiercely. Nothing will stand between us ever again.

Tawnos is my Husband. He will have my loyalty and devotion until the end of time. He deserves better than me, but that won't keep me from giving him all that I am. In fact, it makes me want to be a better woman, makes me want to live up to who he believes me to be. He is my shelter, my safe place. I will always return to him, no matter where the universe takes me.

January 2026

Tawnos falling into this Dream with me has been a wonder. I was enjoying myself before he arrived, but something about his attitude, his approach to life, even after the hellscapes that he fought through to get here, is infectious. I find myself having more fun and wanting to try more things than I had imagined. His enthusiasm and intense interest is irresistible. And so I have found myself drawn into something exciting and a little nerve wracking. After all, conflict has always been life or death for me, so this new form of competition has been challenging for me to really get my head around.

His immediate interest in the wrestling of EF City, something that I had overlooked in my time here, was impossible to miss. I'll admit, I am hesitant to get too involved, but talking about it made him so happy that I couldn't tell him 'no' without at least trying my hand at it. We started small. He made me a mask using a material that is his unique creation and he enchanted it to give me a small physical advantage that I could probably have managed with my own Power, but it was still incredibly thoughtful and sweet of him. (Another reason that I love him so fiercely...he remembers that I am 'just' a woman and he treats me like I'm delicate, even though we both know that I'm not.)

That night, we had our first playful attempt at spirited competitive sex. And I lost spectacularly. It's not my fault that he knows all my buttons and can melt me so completely! It was a fantastic time and I was happy to give him his reward...a second mini match while wearing a bunny suit. I requested that it be blue, his favorite color, so that it would stand out from my usual color scheme. Thankfully, we didn't bet anything on the mini match. I couldn't beat him a second time, even though we were doing something that should have made winning easy. The second loss definitely lit a want to win in me.

And so...we went into our third contest with a level of excitement and exuberance that only comes from impassioned rivalry. We made a bet on the outcome, which made me want to beat him that much more. If I had won? He would have spent a week naked. He's always teasing me for how little clothing I wear and I really wanted to show him the benefits of being so freely available to touch! Initially, his only request was that I wear the mask he made for me for the week. But after I made my bet known, he changed his. I was to wear the mask AND full wrestling gear for the week. I fully enjoyed losing that match. It's hard to complain when it feels so fucking good. Though I might have been a little bratty immediately afterwards, stealing his boxers to sleep in.

It's been a lot of fun so far. More fun than I ever expected it to be. The 0-3 record has left me inspired to try again. I'll win eventually, right? And even if I don't, I'm confident that we will both have a great time trying to sate one another.

February 2026
The Glen has undergone several significant changes since Tawnos came back into my life. The place has always been sensitive to the people I invite in, but it seems even more responsive to him than I dared hope it might be. Not only that, but he's brought his own Node to join with it. The strength of the ley lines connected to it, the additional Power added to it with his displaced Node, the fact that I've always been safe here...all these things lowered my guard. During a magical test, something went wrong (or too right...as of now, I am unsure) and Tawnos was forced into a state of Quiet. His mind, his soul was drawn out of the Glen and into the Dream of an angry and malicious Law. Realizing what was happening too late to intervene, I 'stepped' blindly, following the tenuous connection with his body to the place where he is being 'punished' for his accumulated hubris. I am furious. But for now my priority is to bring him home safely from a nightmare that he doesn't even realize isn't real.

Finally able to overcome the limits placed on me by the Law overseeing Tawnos's Quiet, I have my own physical form in this Dream. I will not be denied my place by his side, not even by the twisted demons who dictate the rules of reality. And certainly not while I carry the mark of one who outranks them. My temporary vessel complete, I now have to convince my dearest love that I am real and the last six months we've spent together really happened. I would burn this little Dream to the ground if not for the fact that Tawnos seems to think that it is not a literal dream, but an actual Dream (world) that we can return to once we've feed ourselves. He thinks that if we are careful, we may have a new place to work on our magics without the prying eyes of the Laws or of sleepers. A Treasure that, folded into my Glen, might offer us deeper understanding of the Epiphany we were gifted, as well as a safe haven from the war that we wage with every breath that we take. Even here, he is my anchor and my guiding light.