Bella or Bambi (Nivel 2) mail warning

I'm a newly out lesbian with not a whole lot of experience. I have tried some light bdsm and am interested by it, but I am in no way an expert. I have done a bit in figuring out myself and have tied myself up once or twice :). I'm just not used to having a partner and want to do my best to follow along with them.

I guess I'm submissive? maybe just inexperienced, but I do want to make my partner happy and follow their commands. I do like pictures of girls and love hypnosis and thi8nking about giving in, but haven't had a good opportunity and I'm not sure it is 100% for me.

There is this one thing I came across called Bambi Sleep that creates like an alter ego that is a compliant bimbo, but I'm not really sure about all of that. I do have new sex toys that I don't always remember buying and somehow seem to know how to use them well. Huh.

But yeah, I'm just figuring myself out.

~Bella

Oh good, Bella is gone. Hi I'm Bambi. I love to follow commands and please my mistresses. I especially love those with cock. All you have to do to get me instead of her is tell me I'm a good girl and say Bambi Sleep and I'll do whatever you ask. See you around ;P. <3 <3 ~Bambi

About myself:

I'm 5'9" and a bit large.
I have C cup breasts.
I am 5 years on HRT and 2 and 1/2 years post bottom surgery.
I'm in my early 30s and finally having some fun.

Kinks:

Hypnosis
Brainwashing
Orgasm Control
Bondage
Bimbofication
CNC (Maybe?)

Turn-ons:

Care and Concern / Occasional Disregard
Praise / Objectification
Pleasing Others

Content Warnings:

Generally new to having a healthy sexual life and not really sure how to go about things.
Trying to get to grips with a difficult past life.
Please be firm but gentle.