Hey And Welcome, nice to meet you 😊❤️
This is my Diary, here I write some over my IRL Life but mostly About my Time on EF.

Important Note:
I Beginn the Diary a bit very Late. Sadly things happend, they I dosent know anymore😞 because it's a long Time Ago. Please don't be Sad or Angry with me 🥺.
I will start to Ubdate and Writing from now an everything notable here.

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Hey,
I'm Kira Ranmaru, a 26 Year's Old Female, and this is my Diary❤️

Last Ubdate: 19.04.2026

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My First Day's at Ef:

I was Looking for some Fun, like other too. Trying to find a Site where I can play with Real People and With Bot's if I want to try it out first.

I found Ef, made an Acc and Explored the Game Mode's by Playing with Bot's first and Visit the Public Room's. I Land in a Room of Draco the Breeder and learned a many Great People there. Some should later become Good Friend's, but I don't know it at this Time.
Day after Day, Week after Week I feelt Welcome here at Ef and enjoyed my Time here by hanging out in Public Room's before I tryed some Game's with Other's. Draco the Breeder, Shaniqua Robbins, Melly The Succubus and Alyss Jamson was the First People I Meet and tryed to rp with them while enjoying and hanging out in Public Room's. My Time here got longer and longer and I though to stay Here. Many promised that's here are Great People around, Friendly Lovely, always Trying to Help. I tryed to Trust in that and give it a Try. And I don't regret it. I tryed and Won, (if I can sayed it so 😅).

I enjoyed all the Time and Day's hanging out here, but what nobody really knowed at this Time was, I'm highly Depressed and Sad at the Time I joined Ef. I act like everything is Ok with me, that I'm Happy but as I had to go off, I Cryed. Many Time's. Unsure how they would react of it, I keeped it for me. But It came as it had to come, a Bad Day Revealed what I had hidden: My Depression.
I had understand they completely, this not the right Place to Talk about Depression this is a Place for Fun, they I won't destroyed and I simple Leafed Ef for sure but I got surprised.
Many send me a Dm to make sure I'm Ok. Surprised that no one was Angry with me after I explained what's happened in my Past.

Sadly, my Depression got overhand to often and I had always the Feeling to burden all with my Problems. I meet some new People while my Depression Time. All sayed: "It's ok Kira" I to be honest... Couldn't hear it anymore, because the Feeling won't let me go.
Later, my Wif Lucy Joined Ef 🎉❤️
I have very Happy about it. She was at this Time my Only Friend in irl I had. Always here for me.
A Night, it seems First like a Regular Night for me, for all. But it's should Change. My Depression got out of Control. My Wife Tryed to get Help, she feared Something worse would happen to me. Sadly it happen something worse to me and it was my Fault.😞.
(❗I'm really Sry, at some Part's, I can't write it how I like it. Please ask me if like about❗)
I'm really sry to all who was involved in this Incident 😞.

At the End, all went to the Good and Thank u for the Help 🥺❤️. U All Help my Wife to protect me ❤️❤️❤️❤️.

After the Incident, the Time got Better and I learned more new People. At one Day I leaned Alyss Jameson, Becky Sweatheart. Two of one I like and stay In Contact.

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RP's:

2024 and 2025

Dusk ❤️😘 and Kira ( Love RP)
Lady Dusk(Classic, RP)
Lady Dusk(Love Mode)
Roby ( Classic RP)
Eily (DM)
Lucy (IRL/RP)
Kylie (RP)
Eily, Dusk and Kira ( RP but with 3 Person)
Sophia Reign (Hentei RP)
Dusk ❤️😘 and Kira ( Love RP)
Lady Dusk(Classic, RP)
Lady Dusk(Love Mode)
Roby ( Classic RP)
Meet a New Person Outside of Wrestling Ring
Kylie (RP)
Lady Soraya (Classic/IRL) :
Roby (classic rp)
Lady Dusk ( Classic Rp)
Maris (Classic, Rp and irl actions)
Lady Dusk (classic rp with IRL actions)
Roby (Classic Rp/Dm Rp)
Lady Dusk (Classic Rp)
Lady Dusk (Hentei/Rp. Secial IRL part)
Lady Dusk (Love mode RP/ IRL) ( Rp WEDDING)
Lady Dusk (Special game/IRL)
Roby (Classic/IRL)
Lady Dusk (Love mode)
**Maris (Classic RP and IRL)
Lady Dusk (Special RP/ IRL)

28 game's/Rp played during this time after i came to EF.

I meet so wonderful people at this time, i still love everyone of them. Melly, Lady Dusk, Eily, Becky, Draco the Breeder, Shanie Robbinson, Jessy, Vamessa Velvet, Roya, Ashe, Dani, Mary, Maris, Kylie, Emily, Sophia, Bran, Lady Soraya amd so much more. (Im very sry when i forgot to mention you😞, i cry as i write all the names, remember me on all the good and sad times. Their was soany people i had meet as i could count everyone here, even i very very would do it. Many had helped me through terrible times i had. Thank you, Thank you all so much💗💗💗😍😘🥰💋

Game's and RP in 2026

Lady Dusk (JOI/RP with IRL)