Strictly interested in roleplay!! If you're not down for that, you'll have to find someone else, sorry.
I'll play any format and am willing to play competitively, but only if it's mixed with the roleplay. I enjoy the competitive aspect in the sense of having different roleplay dynamics come out and getting to imagine different scenarios, especially when it leads to domination afterwards. Not so much a fan of purely competitive though.
That aside, here's some
Hello~! I'm Esmeralda, but just call me Esme. I'm about 5'6", chubby, and down to indulge in (most) fantasies. I start out gentle, but everyone says I'm "so intense" once I'm in the bedroom (I don't really see it though~). That isn't to say I'm energetic - no no, I just know what I want, and I'm excited to get it. In general, I play a very intense dom whose focus is having psychological control & dominance to pleasure her lover (whether that's physical or maybe more gentle is up to you~), or a very bratty but admittedly easy to bully sub who really enjoys the control aspects of being submissive, but would never admit it unless pushed to her limits..
My default is typically dominance (not that it's always primarily what I want, but it's how I prefer to present at first). I love pushing my lovers to the limit slowly but surely. Having control matters to me quite a lot if I'm in an intimate situation. At least, if I'm playing dominant. You can expect to worship me, to hear the sweetest whispers in your ear as you slowly become more, and more stuck in my web.
Here are a few of my favorites as a dom:
- Physical humiliation (I'll be forceful if I need to. Whether that's pulling you down to my height or pinning you against the bedframe~)
- Rope play (Trust me when I say I love a good knot...)
- Spanking (What else is there to say~?)
- Worship (mostly making you get on my knees, speak your love for me. I do love my praise~)
- Clicker Training (this one is new, but I tried it with a lovely little sub of mine and she was just adorable, so I'm looking to try it out some more~!)
Now, you may have noticed that I list myself as a switch. That's because I'm not without my weaknesses. Really, I do like having control, but in some ways I am overcompensating for some... other needs. I'm particularly into power transfers! That being, when I go from the top to bottom.
This can look like:
- Getting picked up while I'm trying to verbally or physically get you to do what I say (I do have a little weak spot for size differences...)
- Changing positions so instead of me riding you, you're slamming my hips down onto your own~
- One specific scenario I have in mind is humiliating or bothering someone so badly they decide to fight back and humiliate me in return... SO into that.
(Important note: unless I'm very attached or particularly in the mood to be submissive, I likely won't act submissive on your first try. If you really want to dom me, let me know and we can figure something out~! If I decide I like the idea, I'll let you know so we can plan a little something~)
If you flip me over, yank me back, or maybe just fuck me well enough, I might be more... open to letting you fuck me (though if I'm honest, I'll switch up to much more obedient and honestly... easy to take control of). You could expect me to still be intense, and still be headstrong, but I might be easier to push around and in many cases, tease. Don't get any ideas. It won't happen. In the case it does, though...
Some favorites as a sub:
- Verbal & physical humiliation (especially when it has to do with mocking me about how I acted as a dom)
- Commands (being told what to do, how to do it -- what can I say? I like following instructions.)
- Praise (but especially when it's about doing something you tell me to)
- Overstimulation (Hmmm~ Making me stand up as you finger me, or tying a vibrator to my leg so it's stuck in all the right spots~)
- Breeding (I want to be filled with cum. That is the only way to say it. Please.)
That's just a little overview for now, but I'll be adding more soon~! I just returned today (May 18) soooo I might be a little rusty at roleplay, but give me a chance!! I'd love to have fun with you, however that looks~
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