Lately I've become addicted to CBT. I can't imagine having an orgasm without pain in my balls. It really feels like an addiction. Maybe you can beat it out of me? XD
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Mistress Rebecca gave me probably the most difficult session of my life. Besides a lot of edging, Mistress made me beat my balls for more than 4 minutes without stopping to the metronome. At one point my eyes began to fill with tears, but the metronome beats got faster and faster and my slaps got stronger. Eventually I began to enjoy every hit, and Mistress Rebecca led me through several more rounds like this. After this session I am ready to call myself a real Painslut.
Daddy David really pushed my limits and made me suffer for real. At the beginning of the session I asked to be made to cry, and I did. Hard and long. From the very beginning of the session daddy had been occupying my asshole with a big dildo, but it was just a warm up before the storm. After a few rounds of ball-beating, Daddy David made me fill my enema. I injected the first, then the second, then the third. It was impossible to keep it in, my ass wasn't ready for that. But Daddy made me fill another half and cover my hole with a huge dildo. My stomach swelled with water, as if I were pregnant. There was tremendous pressure on my asshole, only the dildo held the water inside. Afterwards I was forced to beat myself in the balls, long, hard and fast. On the last approach, my balls were getting pounded at 240BPM for eight minutes. Although I started crying in the first minute, I didn't stop. When Daddy David enjoyed my pain, he decided to stretch my ass even harder. He ordered me to take a second dildo and shove it up my ass too. It took me a long time and a lot of lube, but it was worth it. I had never felt that way before. On command, I rode two dildos and jerked my little cock. And when it came time to cum, Daddy David told me to take out the dildo and release all the water that I had injected from the enemas. I can't describe how I felt in that moment and after the session, it just has to be experienced. I will probably never forget it.
Daddy John had several sessions with me where he took full ownership of my balls and asshole. He beat them long and hard, even when I couldn't take the pain anymore, he made me keep beating them even faster. After our last session, where Daddy John made me beat my balls for about an hour to the Cock Hero video, he took control of not just my asshole and balls, but total control in general. We agreed that he could order me to do whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted, until I made my own ballbusting cock hero video. From then every day I fucked my ass for 30 minutes minimum and slapped my balls hard to imagine how long. Aside from just a metronome and time, I am required to kick myself in the balls 10 times every time I saw pussy or tits. And while making the video, I had to see lots and lots of them. As Daddy John's assignments got harder and harder each day, I became his personal whore to fulfill his dirtiest fantasies. He only let me touch my cock once, and I didn't touch it again after that.
On the fifth day my video was ready, I didn't expect to be able to make it so fast as it was my first try and there weren't many instructions on the internet. It probably helped that I couldn't think about anything else. Because of constantly watching porn and not being able to touch my dick, I was permanently horny. This kept me working on the video for many hours straight. You can watch it at this link.
But Daddy John decided not to release me, and leave me under his control. He is now in control of my ass, balls and orgasms. I am not allowed to do a single jerk off without his permission.
I have gotten used and love being kicked in the balls, but to be constantly denied... It's a whole new level of control that I'm not used to and it's very difficult for me. It prevents me from thinking straight for days. I don't know how much longer this torture will continue, my body is under the control of Daddy John.
Master Tantalus has tortured me like no one else for the past half a year. He completely took away the last hint of courage from me, locking me in a chastity cage for 162 days. He constantly abused my balls, making me beat them for hours many days in a row. I can't imagine how long the longest session lasted, but definitely more than three hours of constant fast ballbusting. After playing with Master, I couldn't walk normally the next day, but it made me addicted to the pain. Now I can't imagine having an orgasm from touching my clit. My only wish is to beat my balls and hope that someday Master will let me cum like that. Now all this pain is not a punishment or torture for me, even though it hurts, and I get tears and shaky legs from long sessions, I still find it a source of pleasure.
Master Tantalus completely reformatted my brain during our sessions. By locking me in a cage, making me beat myself in the balls all the time, he completely changed my attitude to pain. He realized that by taking away my ability to beat my balls, he could control me even more.
On July 7, 2024, Master offered me to stay for a year in the chastity cage in exchange for permission to beat my balls. And I agreed, now I am locked in the cage for a year and the only thing I will feel is pain.
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