Annelourie (变性人) (3 级) mail warning

My name is Annelourie, please call me Lara.

I am around 24 years old, I'm a foundling child an was named after a french township festival chosen by calendar that was on that day, so my birthday is set at february first. Thats why I prefer my nickname!
Pronouns: she | her, I would have had a female puberty if it hadn’t been for a doctor’s mistake to give me the wrong hormone preparations, so now I big boobs and girldick, so don’t call me shemale since i am not male - futa only when kinky, dirckgirl is fine i guess.

The profile picture I have is an amazing roleplay artwork by Noonyx from Rule34
and it fits well due to two reasons: its spooky how much she looks like me
plus: I live in a similar situation, I have been hopping Institutions my whole life from children’s homes to villages for children and youth to psychiatric facilities but here where I live right now I am accepted and want to stay! Best place ever.
I am even allowed to work!!

Cool? Yes, but why I tell all of this (its fine, its nothing private,..) is:
we have a big technical conception about self-control and other reflective things. It’s also free body culture so I may carry open as long as i am clothes which is a blessing for stairs since I am truly bad at tucking. (tips on tucking always welcomed)
One part of this is wellbeing-examination which makes me technically part of the dick-having peoples list so I HAVE to take part in NNN:

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Here I will keep a diary UwU

Diary:
Day 1: Started terrible, it's 1 AM and already november so my session now is ruined, it just took too long, I'm as hard as a rock, luckily I realized that its november in the first place. Going to sleep now. Update at 3AM, boner is gone, sleeping now softly.
I slept alright and started my day with a busy schedule as planned so I don't get horny thoughts, because i really don't want to fail on the first day. Evening is also chill, was chatting a little on here.
It's almost night now, I have made day 1 sucessfully! I am still up after midnight, luckily I can do that currently.

Day 2: Started okay, I woke up earlier then expected and used a trick, drinking much before sleeping so I need to use the bathroom when I wake up so I don't stay in bed. That can be fatal for me XD.
I wonder when it will start, because I am so chill right now, playing some Minecraft. No horny :)
Masturbating at night, but fine again.

Day 3: I feel great, full of energy. Has nothing to do with november, but still that's good I guess.

Day4: Waking up was hard, in the most literal sense.