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Welcome, dear guests!
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Walks in slowly, limping. It is clear that I'm battered and bleeding. I look up from the ground to Shade Sunny?
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The girl bows to you, a smile on her lips as she looks upon you My name is Shade, now. Welcome Peter, I'm glad you've finally arrived.
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Shade, huh? So this is what happened to you
I pull the staff out to hold myself up
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Don't you see that, Peter?
she grins, her white fangs glowing in the darkness as her nine tails slide slowly along her beautiful new body I am finally what I was destinated to be. I am, in the and, happy
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(welcome ^^)
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I take a moment to breathe, then look back up Many say they are hapoy in a dark place, they are all lying to themselves
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*happy
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she comes closer, one clawed finger lifting up your chin I can tell you for sure that living in fear, living afraid, is not one happy life
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I let the staff fall to the ground. Looking into you eyes Sun... Shade, its okay to be afraid. Its okay to feel there is darkness withing. Happiness needs those feelings
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Happiness is found when you live that life, and grow from it. We are all afraid, we all have a dark place in our mind
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she grabs your face in her hand, squashing your cheeks. Her cold gaze meeting your eyes Then welcome, Peter, to one very scary land. You say it's okay to be afraid? I'll show you what true fear feels like. I'm tired of being the one that always pleases others, now others will bow to me and please their Goddess and Queen.
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I let out a groan, my body already sore from a previous clash. But my face remains calm, the look in my eyes still confident I know fear, I've been to dark places. You are far from the first I've heard this from
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Her glacial eyes doesn't seem to be touched by your words, she smiles calmly Peter, then tell me. If you already know such things, why are you here? Don't tell me that you believe you can kill the perfect creature Shu's brush has painted.
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I close my eyes, she can feel me relax in her hand, too relaxed I'm not here to fight you, I'm here for you. I would go to any dark depths to find you
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her hand leaves your face, the cold wind caressing it instead, as her smile twists once more, a contorted grin as her eyes close in pleasure enjoying your words Ah... all will come, one by one and, one by one, I'll welcome them in my dark embrace. Come, Peter. This is your new home now.
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she offers you her elengant pale clawed hand
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A home isn't a place, a home is where your heart is...
I reach out and take her hand
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Then let your heart sink in this beautiful darkness, here, you and I.
she takes your hand, guiding you inside the large building Tell me Peter, do you like me now?
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I look to the ground, pausing for a long time. Carefully thinking about what I should say I always knew there was a darkness in you, I'm not deterred by it. I'm here for you, I'm here because I want to stay by your side
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This makes me so very happy, Peter. Some would call your stupid actions love, I rather call them devotion. Our Goddess will be so pleased. You know, everytime i have started anew in my life I've always been lonely. But not this time.
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Yes, maybe I am being stupid...
It's easy to tell I'm having a hard time walking and standing Devition is love, passion. Passion is what drives our lives. You aren't alone, you weren't in the Shrine, as Sunny. You aren't now...
I turn to face her directly It's easy to feel lonely, that you have no one. I'm not here for another goddess, I'm only here for you
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she looks at your body, passing one hand along your shoulders If you're here for me I can at least heal your wounds... tell me, what happened to you? Who managed to hurt you this badly? Last time we fought together you looked like a strong warrior... what happened to that man? Because I, here, only see the shade of that man.
she lets you sit down and starts examining your wounds
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I exhale deeply, sitting down That doesn't matter, a warrior isn't something I like to be. That's not a life I live, only a role I have to step into. I know that deep down, thos isn't the life you want either.
I put my hand to her chin and lift her gaze to mine now I'll be the light you need in your darkness this time. I don't come here as a warrior, I come here as the light you need
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(Keeping the wounds so I can "pass out" when I need to leave)
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*this isn't
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she turns her face to the side, her gaze becoming colder, she becoming deattached all of sudden. Oh, is that so? Because I'm afraid I won't need you then. But I suppose you're not here because I need you, you're here because you need me.
she takes a step back, crossing her arms on her chest I am a woman now, Peter. The innocent child you've met not so long ago is not here anymore.
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You were a strong woman before. Giving into darkness is feeling weak, not strong
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I am not saying that I am strong. I am saying that this is easier... And I'm so so tired of trying, of behaving, of taking that step back for the sake of the others. Now I live for myself.
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We all find ourselves in a dark place, and don't want to go anywhere. Its a prison of its own, one day that gate will shut and you'll be imprisoned in it
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I get up slowly, grunting from it, walking towards her in a limp Yes, live for your happiness, and exoand it by sharing in it with others
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*expand
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I'm not wishing to leave this place. Home is where the heart is, you said that. Then my home is here now, my heart feels welcomed and safe here in the darkness. I cannot continue on my stupid naive mission to bring a smile on the others' face. There is much more, there is a whole world outside of that, and it is full of sadness. I cannot heal everybody.
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That was a foolish dream of a foolish girl
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Shu opened up my eyes.
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No... you can't. But light has a way of spreading past our own actions, it always wins where it is present
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You know, even the brightest star will one day have its flame extingued along with its light...
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We are together in this life, we help each other, we get better
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Happiness fades yes, light extiguishes yes. But it always can be reignited all the same
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You are ignoring your heart
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she leans towards you, one hand on your nape, grasping gently through your hair I cannot be your Sun, but I can be your eternal damnation.
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I'm already in that boat...
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Then let's have a lovely ride together, through this eternal night
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You don't have to be the Sun, I'm not asking you to be. I'm asking that you let me be your light this time. Let me be the one to fill your heart with warmth
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H-hello? W-what has happened to this place?
I ask myself as I approach the building
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You can try, Peter. It's up to you, now. I feel like I'm beyond redemption... and I'm not seeking to find it
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she gets up, walking towards the entrance Meru, welcome. I missed you a lot.
an evil smile crosses her face
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No...
I reach out and grab your shoulders You aren't beyond it
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W-what? I-it can’t be—
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You choose what your life becomes, what you are.
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As she looks at you her eyes are cold and unaffected by your worrds I choose to be this. You either are with me or against me, that is it.
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Sunny? Ah, you may call me Shade now, dear Meru.
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B-but you are sunny to me cutie
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You must respect my choices, Meru. And if you do, I'll be gladly welcoming you to my house.
19:11:38
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I am tired of being always the cheereful one.
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Do these words remind you of something?
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Because yes, it was thanks to you too that my eyes have been opened
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Sunny please that was a moment of weakness
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please, I know that I don’t always have to be happy now
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its okay to be upset sometimes
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Then let me spend the rest of my life in this comforting darkness, dear...
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Is unable to follow Shade, I slowly catch up then fall to my knees when I reach her You can be saved, you can live a better life outside this darkness. I will be with you through it all, I want your happiness, real happiness.
My speech gets labored That's what... I'll fight... for. I'll... stay... with... you...
I succumb to my wounds and pass out, falling limply
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What happened to him?
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She looks at Peter as he falls on the floor, kneeling down to him and lifting him up with her magic. I will take him to his room, wait here for me Meru, and we can continue our friendly chat.
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(I'll have to go now, the story of what happened to Peter before he arrived will be explained)
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(goodbye)
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She walks through the corridors, bringing Peter to a bedroom where she makes him lay on the bed, before leaving a guilty kiss on his lips. She soon returns to Meru, a smile on her cold face So, what are you here for, Meru?
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(thanks for passing by, i appreciated that)
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I-I-I-I wanted to see my sunny
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Look at yourself. What a pathetic stuttering mess. I-I-I want Sunny back
she mocks you imitating your suffering voice There's no Sunny now, you all will better like Shade or, for what concerns me, live without me
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B-but what about all those nice times we shared together? What about that one night we shared together and watched movies?
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does that not make you happy?
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do you not want more of those moments?
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It did, Meru. But that is the past. We can create many more new memories together, if you'll just accept me for what i truly am. I see that look in your eyes... the despise... show me more, be honest with your old friend
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Why would I despise you sweetie? You’re my friend a d lover? I could never hate you
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Don't lie to me. You're scared of what I have become.
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And so what if I am?
I step up to you, even though you’re significantly taller than me
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I still love you sweetie
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i don’t care if you look like this now
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hell not even what you were before, I loved you for you even though I’m a succubus
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Even if my love is poison? Even if I'm the evil demon everybody despises?
she looks at you from above, one hand leaning towards you If that is true that you love me, then don't leave and accept me for what I am... let's abandon ourselved to this darkness together, because, if i'm not alone, it looks less scary.
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Is that what it is? Are you scared of the journey out of this place?
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do you need someone to take that walk with you?
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Don't take me wrong. I don't need anybody beside my goddess now, but a life spent in loneliness is a miserable life, so I expect my friends to stay by my side even now
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But sweetie, what about everyone else? You loved them before you met this lady? Maybe even more than her, what has happened that changed it?
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They, you... you all... were a burden to me. Bringing the smile on your faces was a job more than a pleasure to me, and i couldn't stop doing that, like i was trapped to that kind of life. Now look at me, I paint my own smiles.
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Why didn’t you tell me this sweetie
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i could have helped you?
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Because I didn't know. Shu opened my eyes. Shu showed me the truth.
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You seem more in a fake happiness than a real one my love
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what did she tell you my love?
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I am powerful, that's all that matters by now.
she takes a deep breath, gesturing to you to follow her inside She made me suffer, she showed me what pain looks like and that my world of smiles and happiness was a mere illusion.
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What has she done to you my sweet poor sunny?
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to make you see differently
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You wish to change me, because why, am I not enough to you like this?
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you are enough for me sweetie but I wish to see you happy again, this is not happiness my love
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(O.o what in the world happened)
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You cannot decide what is happiness to me. Just... let Sunny go. She is dead.
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(welcome dear c:)
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she is not dead, she is still in there trying to escape
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and I know she hears me right now too
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Oh please, don't waste your prayers, love. Don't waste your words, my heart is but a piece of stone now.
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I am here merely explaining what happened. I'm not giving you a chance to change me
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only the outermost parts sweetie
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i know it is not fully stone yet
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and you can’t convince me it is
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because I can see it in your eyes
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it is the only thing stronger than fear my love
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You see what you want to see. That is an error i did in the past and payed for that.
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sunny please be reasonable my lice we see you as you are
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and we care for you
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more than anything
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you think we came to the shrine just to relax and have you serve us?
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we came to see you sweetie
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it was always to see you
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I do know that Meru, but you cannot understand what it means to have always to fullfil others expectations. I have nothing to demonstrate now, and even if i had, I easily could.
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my love I know all about that
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zachary knows this
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humans have expectations of what I’ll be
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but we can push past them together sweetie
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this demon that has possessed you
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who has taken you from all of us
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it doesn’t have to be all scary and hopeless
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Meru. Shu has not possessed me. I went to her. I asked her to make me what she made me. It was my wish, and she made me what i wanted to be. Just exactly how i imagined it.
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My love she tricked you
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this is not how you should be though, you shouldn’t hope for despair
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you shouldn’t hope for sorrow
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whistling while doing my weekly check up on the shrine Wait..wasnt the shrine destroyed..
looks back at map then at the shrine again That…cant be good
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You all say that. That she tricked me, that she used me, that she hurt me. That might as well be true, but... the truth is, that i needed what she did to me. It changed my sight of world
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Oh? Welcome Zachary.
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Long time no see.
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and I will change it back my love I will make you see that the demon is wrong
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Please Meru, don't make this more complicated than it already is.
19:49:23
Hello to you both
takes a bow so is this the part where I’m told there’s actually another shrine maiden I thought this was sunny’s shrine…?
19:49:34
It is Sunny’s shrine
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Shade laughs covering her mouth elegantly with one hand Oh, this is the new Eclipse Shrine, dear Zach. I am Shade.
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you are my shine sun
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you light up my face when I see you
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Stop using that name please, I cannot be your sun anymore. Accept that I am Shade now and I live in the dark.
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Because this is my choice.
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whispers to meru Wait you’re telling me that’s sunny is this some kind of Halloween thing or….
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(mother it's not a phase!)
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Where have you taken my old sunny? Where have you taken the light that shines in her eyes all day? Where have you taken her optimistic outlook?
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this is sunny zach
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a demon has been terrorizing her and changing her mind to think differently
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She died, Meru, with everything that she was.
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I can barley finish that sentence before I run and hug you tightly not caring what you could do
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she’s in here somewhere and I swear on my life that I will die before I let you live like this sunny
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she stays stillm not hugging you back, like a statue of mable, then whispers I will gladly see you perish, then
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tears fill my eyes as I hear that but I don’t let go of you, hugging you tightly
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she doesn't move That's it, surrender to despair... feed me more.
19:57:42
P-please Zach bring back my sunny! Please help me bring her back
19:57:50
M-me?! How did this even happen sunny said her friends were taking care of the issue
I walk up to meru and shade Can’t you see you're making your dear friend cry sunny…
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And what makes you think that I don't see it? I am tasting her tears on my tongue, and loving every single drop of them. I'm not forcing her to stay, it is her choice.
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i know it’s not you but it’s still hard to hear and my approach is not working at all, maybe being chipper and happy might help bring back at least part of you
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I wipe my tears away and pull away w-w-well you’re wrong about that
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you don’t like the taste of my tears
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she leans forward, her tongue licking your face, where the trail of tears lays Now, I do.
20:03:13
I hope on your back as I do with most people how about we all go on a date?
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Oh? I am not leaving this place. Plus, you're not an interesting partner for me, nor a worthy one.
20:04:04
Im shocked at your words not even sure what to say at the moment What a vile thing to say to one of your friends…if you’re really sunny…shade whatever you’d care at least a little wouldn’t you?!
20:04:33
Oh hush now sweetie, come on, it’ll be f-filled with despair and sadness
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I wouldn't, Zach. I stopped caring about others and started feeling powerful. Your emotions are in my hands and are making me grow stronger and stronger.
she pulls Meru by her neck, whispering to her ear I'll show you what's true despair if you don't stop with this sad imitation of yourself.
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I will never trust a thing you say till you show me the real sunny!
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not this fake version
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Hm? Begone, then.
she rises one arm through the air and wipes you away, scattering you against a wall
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you think I already haven’t seen al—ooff *my head hits the wall with a thud and I’m dazed badly *
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she looks at you, cold expression on her face, as a puff of dirt rises around you You don't want to see what I have become.
she starts lifting up from the ground, black magic in her hands
20:10:02
Hey! The hells wrong with you…
my eyes beam a light glow as I teleport to merus location holding her up with one hand on my hilt This can’t be happening you can’t just throw your life away for nothing damn it one job Peter what are you even hoping to accomplish acting like this!
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(
bonks Zach Dumb wannabe)
20:11:46
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Enough with the talk. Are you here to take my life, Zach? As an evil demon you must be wanting to slay me. Or try to put your ridiculus mark on me. Go ahead, I want to see you try.
20:12:32
S-so you are the demon then?
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the one that took sunny
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you have possessed her?
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(Peter was figting an oni-god while this happened, by the way)
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I am what you used to call Sunny. Not possessed, just changed myself.
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(AND YOU CANT TELL IT LIKE THAT)
20:13:38
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(like its huge spoiler now T_T)
20:13:50
You are not my sunny
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something has taken ahold of you *I say as I rub my head *
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I sigh before looking at the situation Seems like it meru…I have no intention of slaying you I’ll just return sunny back to normal that’s all that’s required even if I have to scramble your brain up a bit to do that
20:14:42
(
writes down spoiler)
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(It's not... just haven't gotten around to saying it. Plus it's a tease)
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You two are just as miserable as I used to be. You amuse me, thinking of a shining justice that one day will take over everything. Go ahead, believe in it. I will be there laughing when your little world will start to crumble.
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It will never crumble
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because people like the old sunny
20:16:53
they hold it together
20:17:02
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Then hold on that memory, hold tight on that, because it will be the only thing that remains.
20:17:33
it won’t be because we will get our old sunny back
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and nothing will stop us ever
20:18:10
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You're forgetting a little detail.
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and what is that?
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she waves her hand through the air, cutting down the wind that stops blowing. In the silence of the night, her glacial eyes glow, as her dark magic surrounds her Me, hehe!
and then she gets devoured by a could of smoke, disappearing
20:19:44
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(owo what just happened :o)
20:20:17
where did she go?
20:20:28
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(need to go off xD)
20:20:36
where is my sunny!!?
20:20:43
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(also tsuki go to sleep you bad girl)
20:21:03
(alright no worries cutie, I will get you back no matter what😘)
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(i hope so dear z3)
20:21:14
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(yes mommy)
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(good girl)
20:21:25
(Hehe goodnight tsuki)
20:21:27
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(but not after you go first ;p)
20:21:38
(goodbye my cute little shiny fox)
20:21:46
(What an interesting predicament)
20:21:46
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(thanks to everyone for hanging out tonight, i hope you liked the presentation of Shade. You will be getting more of her in the future, so be ready)
20:22:02
(Will sunny come back anytime soon?
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(I'm honoured to be able to watch you u.u)
20:22:29
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(We'll see, doesnt depend on me)
20:22:33
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(aww shush tsuki <3)
20:22:42
(Any hints how to get her back?)
20:22:58
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(although for the sake of everyone I'll work hard to bring sunny back u.u)
20:23:04
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(No hints u.u)
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(I always seem to come in at the worst moments >.>)
20:23:30
(was I at least getting close?)
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(Not at all, sadly. It'll take more than that)
20:23:51
(Ooof goodness, now I have to think hard on what more I can do )
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(take your time dear)
20:24:31
(I have a theory)
20:24:46
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(what is it?)
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(Of course I won’t say ^^)
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bangs loudly on the doors of the shrine
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(somebody arrived too late ;p)
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(Yeah that’s a Maria entrance alright lol)
20:25:35
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Huh. Guess no one's here.
20:26:17
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(Surely not Shade xD)
20:26:38
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(I can leave the room open for another while if you wish, but i have... other matters to attend now)
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(Enjoy~)
20:27:31
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(ty uwu)
20:27:35
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(well take care then Shade, I'll go to sleep now u.u)
20:27:43
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(goodnight everyone)
20:27:52
(Bye bye my lovely sunny)
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(wish you all a pleasant rest of the day)
20:27:57
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(I guess I'll have to take my pet privileges with me~)
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(o///o)
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(
smashes a wooden sign on Zach's head before disappearing)
20:29:36
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(She spelled it out for you guys)
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(>.> I can never catch a break!)
20:29:51
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(Nope.
poofs away)
20:30:19
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(I caught on, when Peter recovers, he kbows what to say)
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