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big hug and bigger kiss
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Hi cuties <3
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*join the hug*Nya uwu
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Hey cwc
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im missing you all so much
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Missing you a lot too u.u
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I'm stealth mode now
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if they find out im doing this
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im in big trouble
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but i'll take the risk
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i rly need to hear from you guys
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we're all missing you a ton too Kara, but stay safe ^^
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Take care of yourself deary u.u
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i've been thinking about dropping the journey here
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i miss home too much
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but im conflicted
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i should stay
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i know
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Just take care Kara
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it's so hard here
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We miss you alot too u.u, how does aur feel?
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i've been crying n feeling like shit for days
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i haven't been hearing from auri
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He's very silent everywhere
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i figured
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Not quite sure how he is at all other than that he was stressed with education
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yeah mother told me that
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i want your opinion guys
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What is it like there? u.u
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should i drop out and get home?
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Oh it's super hard
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doing chores all day
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we have 4.30 hrs of therapy per day
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That sounds like it can be stressful in it's own nature u.u
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Is it like forced 4 hours therapy?
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Group therapy
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Oh okay so it's not 1:1 at least
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I mean personally I don't feel like I should even weigh in on that decision, I can only say listen to your heart, and what it truly wants
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My heart and mind know that i should stay and endure
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but...
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im so stressed
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im so sad
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all the time
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Think about it for a while heck you could even discuss it at one of the therapy sessions
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I cant give you proper advice since I don’t know the whole story… but if you think deep down doing this is helping you then stick to it
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i wait for sundays like it was christmas to hear from you guys
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I think you should give it a little bit more time, but if the stress starts becoming unbearable and isn't going away then you can always see if you drop out. just whichever decision is best for you, since your mental health is most important
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I know it's probably hard being alone isolated from people you want to talk with u.u
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itll hurt now but you’ll be better later
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also tell someone if it’s feeling like too much, I’m sure they can do something to make it easier on you. I’m sure they all want to help you feel better too
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i'll take your advices and keep them within my heart, you guys always know what to say
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yeah it's just that...
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i cant rly express how much im missing home
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My advice is to talk to someone irl
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(hii all)
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small steps too, don’t need to say it all at once
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Yeah u.u I'm sure they want to help you not force you, so do tell them if you struggle mentally with anything u.u
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find one thing you’re uncomfortable with and tell someone about it, hopefully they can change it, and you’ll be more comfortable to speak out how you feel about other stuff
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point is that
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It can be in only small sizes even
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my pain is a mystery to myself even
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baby steps add up
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find one thing
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but yeah
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ill try
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like one actual thing you can identify
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doing the chores x)
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and get help fixing taht
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hehe ask for help with chores!
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Hey, sometimes we just don't feel "on" and that's okay
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maybe better sharing out the jobs idk
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I'll do
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If you don't know why it hurt I suppose the obvious thing is that you might be feeling alone? u.u got any friends in there to talk to?
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yeah i got friends here
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it's complicated
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cuz one big rule is not to get too close to anyone
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It’s always going to be complicated
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or too attached
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Because they might be gone at any moment?
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If there’s someone like in charge of you, like your main carer or something, I recommend talking to them
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Not bc of that kay
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bc in the bpd (my mental illness) having a favourite person is the first problem to face
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i should get rid of this problem
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but yeah... it's hard
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i have 10 more minutes...
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Try and fight trough it then I believe in you a lot ❤️
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thanks kay, truly <3
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im so glad to have u guys
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And if you find it too much int the end that's okay we all love you just the same, so fight until the end
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Well thank you for sharing and we'll try to help any way we can
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Baby steps Kara
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yoire friends on here want you to get better
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I'm just proud and happy you decided to embark on this journey in the first place u.u
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im so glad that i found you guys online now, i've been opening these rooms since a month ago trying to keep in touch
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inplayed With you once ages ago hehe still care about you tho!
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next sunday i'll be online around the same time
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soft cuddles
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be there
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Well can't promise for others but I will be here
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big hug
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Smoochie for my deary u.u
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and tell felix he's a big bitch cuz he's not here
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sleep is more important than me ._.
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I will force him here
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thanksie cwc
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try to get auri and dez here as well
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On the name of the almighty cuddle foxy UwU
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i miss them a whole bunch
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love u
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I will try auri Dez I can't quite because don't know as well U.u
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Tell auri to tell dez to be here
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sunday from 3 to 6 pm
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i have to go now
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thanks to everybody
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i love you all
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i miss you all
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and ill be strong for you all <3
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take care
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stay strong Kara!
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Take a lot of care Kara u.u
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