Sitting on top of a skyline looking out at the scenery~ I see a different version of things of my past. A glittery and loving tone of yellow, orange, and reds as the sun is setting. Every so often I see the overall plateau conform and change to the surroundings. As a lush and quiet scene of cars passes below. A world of discovery and mystery as each car can be representative of the circumstances of the past. The past shaping the road moving forward and the the future showing through the vivid colors of the sun setting. Almost as though that is the end goal. A reset clock, of lush hues and tones.
04:36:01
Through the beautiful hues of the surroundings from the sunset~ each little shadow foreseen is like a world of its own. They all play separate roles, parts, and signifies how everyone is everchanging. Be it through the different change of positions, and through the different atmospheric conditions that settle along the passing sunset. It is a world of endless possibilities and it can always show that shadows work alongside the world of passing life events. Like a car settling down a path to a given road, all forms of life is a world can be truly expanded when combining both things together.
04:43:46
As the stories and roads cross to the ever expanding space~ there is hush silence befalling the city. Every sound and motion blends together and it conforms to the way we think. It shows that life is like a blur, and all roads lead to different scenarios that cause everything to be the same. It is a blur and it is a life that can be strafed through depending on the actions you take. However, it's the little shining lights of hope, like the headlights of a semi~ that stand out from the rest. It truly is a world of settling on past goals, and present scenarios, to find your way through the blurry and blinding path ahead.
05:15:06
While the world is everblinding, and the blurs become more rampant, the settling of roads shows at locations you wish to settle. As a person reaches that settlement for work, it shows a shade of how sometimes we settle on everyday values. Everyday occurrences that cause the body and mind to become accustomed to it. A relationship, a family, friend, work life, grocery shopping~ all common destinations that have the regularity to them. Just like a driving road, people rely on these things to push them through the blinding and blurry lights of the ever changing city and roads that I view upon the skytower as I look out at the world below.
05:17:54
I would say that the settlements and the commonalities of every day life is free of it's own blurriness, but it is not. There is some shades of not knowing what will happen at the places you settle. Despite being a fallback and places you find comfortable~ everyone still faces random and everyday occurrences at these said locations. However, that is where life is creative, where it is passionate, and where it is emracing.
05:19:42
All of these events make the world more colorful. It is a world filled with color, like the ever passing stream below the highway and roads of the cars. Water is like emotion~ a deluge of pure sentiment. Water gets contaminated, and it gets upsetting for the emotions as well. It is not the product of the Earth itself, it comes from the doing of other people. People that hurt and justify the hurt, when in reality, the water of emotions is a stream that should be protected. However, there are those that still enjoy the water of emotions. That sail on it curiously and adventurously~ and it helps soothe their senses. Emotions are an ever changing current, and this helps people signify the way they are feeling. Even with contamination~ water still can heal through a long process. Everyone should work on clearing the streams, and the world would be a happier and more fruitful location to settle.
05:23:03
A plateau of ever changing scenery... A river of emotions. Cars traveling down both a beaten path or newly paved road, every thing described here helps settle a person in a regard to how they are feeling. There is one thing that remains constant~ and that is the star and skies. The stars and skies, they change, but people never notice them unless scientifically studying and looking to them. The universe is filled with the most curious wonders, and the skies are a gateway to seeing those things. However, people get too enamored with the emotions of the river, to the streets that lead to new areas, to work places where everyone feels accustomed to every day happenings. It all starts with the sky and it all starts with looking at the skyline. Settling on the view. It can be blue, it can be red, it can be an assortment of colors. Much like weaving a story, the stars and the clouds, they all have different pictures. In essence, the sky is what people should look to for a different story, for a different escape from every day life. The sky was always my favorite thing to look at, because your imagination can run and you can help shape your own stories. Be it cloudy, be it starry, be it beautiful, or be it warming. It all works in shaping a new story, and this is where creativity starts. This is where the passion for finding calmness starts. Gazing at the sky atop my rooftop, it means so much to me. A forgotten art that people should do, and that is why actions like a picnic are always so beautiful. You get a moment, to look at the sky. Just gazing up with the warming atmosphere beating down on you. It is a vivid place, and the ever changing expansiveness of the sky will always make things better for everyone who can find the time to look at them.
05:30:32
Cloud to cloud, sunshine to sunshine, the little beams of light radiating from the sky and atmosphere has kept the world in a vivid light. While the skylines and buildings are shadowed with dark sides of the buildings~ I can see little enactments on each. Ranging from different scenes inside the buildings to a world of endless storybuilding. Every passionate life has a story to tell... and the roads, the buildings, the water, the sky, and the overall contingency of events that take place.... They will be a foretold closure of a happy portrayal of events that occur day to day. Some of the windows are a scene from the past events I have seen before, others are a world of exploration found in cosplay, then there is RP oriented themes. Loving families, some violence, sometimes even lewdies~ but each one has a different portrayal. All buildings and windows, all worlds they depict a new story that resides over how we feel as people. The world of building new adventures is the best sentiment. It all works in coalition with unifying the collective thoughts of telling our own story through words, through pictures, through paintings. Every window in the scene as I look at the world, it is inspirational and it comes with the old adage~ beauty if in the eye of the beholder. I've always found each scene beautiful in it's own way~
07:25:30
Trees, parks, picnics, the world of beauty~ beauty if the word here. Trees bring the ever lasting shade the shrouds peoples judgements at times. We look to rest under the tree and much like how the firm ground of the world is below our feet~ we can use the tree as a cover to hold close to our hearts. With a tree we can find vivid inspiration. Vivid emotions and feelings~ because they are grounded in the world. They remain firm and even when natural disaster strikes the tree, they always rebuild. Rebuilding and creative something beautiful with years of work, and years of processes. Trees have the foundation to create a sturdy ground, and I find them inspirational. Green, fruitful, sometimes colorful, and the world so warming.... Creating air for other organisms to breathe. As we breathe in the air~ we breathe in ourselves. The tree is the best supporter of the world, and I want to do that for the ones I love. They are the greatest inspiration to life that I can ask for, much like a fatherly or motherly sentiment. The world and people should take time to look at the little things. The small things that built us as a person, and the ways we are inhabitants of an ever changing terrain. Thank you beautiful trees, your sturdy love and your care for other animals, are the best thing I could ever ask for.
07:30:09
Be it through trees, the windows to a vivid world of imagination, the roads that pave the path forward, the sky whose stars are a beautiful world to gaze into, the river of emotions, the green grass, or the world surrounding us... The little things is what matters the most. The little things that make the world a better place. Even with stressful days or days that I have cried on... Or bad days. The little things is what matters most. Be it looking for inspiration, or be it looking to the natural world and the lives of others, it is the most important thing to remember. Every little bit of this world counts in illuminating the past, present, and future. I am blessed to be looking at the world as it is now.
07:32:26
The world of ever changing scenes... Of ever changing seasons... I can see the world now. Even as it is snowing.. Snowing and making the world a little bit more white. A little bit more neutral... The world is beautiful either way. The vivid summer is a bit more colorful, but the winter is a bit more different. However, we do our best to surround ourselves in the cold air, with things that warm the heart. The truth of human spirituality is~ we look for things that make us feel better. Through decoration, through spending, through signaling to others how you are feelings. The best beauty though, is the person looking to the world for inspiration. It is the person watching. It is the person who wants nothing more than to be loved. TO be looked at and adorned. I find every single person beautiful in their own way~ and I find myself beautiful. Remembering just how wonderful I am gives me the strength to focus and move forward. I am not perfect, and I don't even want to strive for perfection. Much like the cold winter air, the world is ever changing.
07:36:23
A winter mountain scape... A winter world... I am adorned like the mountains and how high they can rise. The downfall of snow though from those mountain tops can be dangerous. High mixed with low, snow mixed with weather. While some of me view me as a mountain in the plains to climb, I view myself more of the snow foxes, or the snow leopard. Trekking the path to the mountain in search of exploration. Of beauty and love. I found my love in the ever changing mountain landscape. Avalanches won't hurt me because I have my Veltry, and I can look to her for guidance. No matter the treacherous path of the mountain I find. I can make it forward with her in my arms. I can do anything I dream of... So long as I have the support of Veltry and my friends of EF. Be it a snow owl, an angel, a leopard, a Celtic wolf, a crane... They all have a good affect on me~ and I adorn the mountains. There is no slope I am not willing to face now.
07:40:40
The cold winter air... There is something warm about it. A warming coalition of breathing as you can see your breathing as you exhale. It creates an own story of embarking on this journey~ and there is a way in which the world captures the beautiful essence of warm mixed with cold. Viewing it... I can feel and see how I stay warm despite how world the cold can be. Stress is something that I find to be the coldest thing on the planet to me~ and some if it has always been my own doing. Perfectionism is like the winter climate. Snowflakes that trickle down onto my skin as each problems stacks one after another. How it builds, inch by inch. Trace by trace. If I trek good enough, I can make it through my problems and I need the support of my friends and family... To do it. I always have and I always will. There is no snow that will stop me going forward, and that warming air exhaling out of my lungs... So long as I am still breathing... Still trekking forward. I will feel better about my surroundings. Much like that beautiful log cabin I found, with it's warming Christmas lights, and the beautiful scenery of the trees. Everything can make me feel warm, no matter how desolate the climate.... Of winter and snowy mountains.
07:44:31
Sometimes I am a bit more cautious, and I am always observing. Looking to the skies for guidance~ and looking to the skies for a direction to follow. The following along a path in the mountains~ it is something I need... The beauty of exploration... It starts with finding beauty in the everlasting surroundings. How it shifts, how it changes, how it always adorns me to the world and the inhabitants. I have been teaching myself how to stand for myself within the last year since joining EF. Since meeting so many amazing people and individuals. Be it the loveliness of a wolfie or be it the wonderful care of Isa. I strive in the cold climate to find friends with everyone, but some don't want to be friends with me. A cold winter chill is felt sure, but a warm regards for how everyone is different and not everyone matches is known. The snow has stopped, and the stress and problems have faded. It is all because I thought of all my friends, and that is why even in a neutral setting, you can find beauty. If you look hard enough, and if you strive to find it. Striving to get hugs, to get care, to make the world a better place. Making the world a better place starts with building relationships. Climate and surroundings are an inspiration for that. As I look into the mountains and the surrounding scene... I see how everything looks synchronized. A cabin that keeps people safe, a mountain that is fun to climb, trees that are snowy and covered. Hills and slopes showing how the landslide of waves of happiness works. It is a beautiful scene, because it all aids to who we are as human beings. As a person who wants nothing more than to make the world a better and warmer place... I am happy to know I do that for people. In a way... I am the sky. That guides along the beating path and it is not a responsibility... It is a way for me to reside over the beauty of the Earth. Much like in the warmer seasons, the sky can turn from cold, to warm, to dark, to light.... I am the sky. Guiding everyone so long as they want to look to me. So long as they want to be with me. I love the world as it is... And the stars will continue to shine down on each and everyone I love. Thank you Earth for fulfilling me... And beign there for me. This dove, and this sky... I will continue to show happiness and guidance when I can
07:52:36
Looking down upon the scenes of the world.... There is the cabin.... A cabin that resides in the mountains is a beautiful and happy place as I can imagine the scenes inside. A campfire... A bristling warmth residing over the skin of the people who live there. The people who mean so much to each other... And the people who go there for safety. Safety... A word that is best used for others who care for one another.... I care about the residents of the cabin. be it the new residents of EF, or the couples I am so happy for like Cas and Cinna-Winna.... Each resident that resides in the cabin can decorate it, design it, and adorn it however they please. It is their story, and my story is clear on EF. It's the story of love... and Veltry means so much to that story> Along with Special Lovers, and all the past relationships I have built. To the new relationships I will build, to looking to stay on the site. This story and the skyline won't fade... I won't ever delete my profile or leave the site so long as I am wanted here. I want to be here for everyone and everything with my Veltry. I have grown so much and I am strong. There is a world of beauty to continue discovering and I wouldn't miss that for a thing. Even when I have felt like leaving the site altogether, I know I will stay and build that log cabin.... It's my residence and it's my world. It is the thing I love to do the most. Building a scene.... Like I did with all of my Special Lovers. Like I do with all the new people of EF. I am building the log cabin.... Because I know I will be missed if I leave. The sky will never leave because I am needed and wanted. This log cabin I have? Veltry lives here. She helps me build it... Create decorations for it... Create new scenes of love and happiness for it. I used to solo build, but now I have a helping hand with someone who lives with me. We both can create a log cabin of sex... But sex isn't what I find important. It never has and it never will. It is not my end all be all... It is actually emotions. There is nothing more pleasurable than the nurturing of emotions. And be it as a dove, as the sky, as a home builder, or as the viewer of every scene.... I love what I see.
08:05:29
As I place the decorations for Christmas on the winter cabin, I see different shades of lights.... Red, green, blue, yellow, orange, purple, crystal white. Every color it adds flare and flavor to the overall world. This place? Not so neutral because as individuals we build things with our hands. We craft things to our image. For me I have always loved the color green, others love red, others love blue. Every color... That we add to the world pales in comparison to the world we craft with what we want things to look like. However, the most beautiful lights? It's us... It's always been us. Think of it like a chain link.... A neutral world is like a breakage in the link. We look to decorations and other forms of creativity to help repair the chain link.... To make the whole chain link feel full again. To fulfill it... Every person is the chain... We build memories bit by bit. Metal by metal. Link my link. It is like a moment by moment creation of passionate embrace and viewing. The viewing of something we all love... because without the chains... We lose sight of who we are. I am linked to everyone adn everything. As the sky, and as someone who loves what she sees in the log cabins others are building. It helps me feel warm and it helps me recognize... Every chain? It starts with the foundation. The material that holds it all together.... That starts with the foundation of love... Just like the decorations I am putting up on my log cabin. Don't you see? We are the decorations, and we build ourselves just like we build our surroundings. It is a snowy and perfect world... Even with it being cold and somewhat treacherous on these snow mountains. However, I don't ever want to leave... because the chain that holds me here? It keeps me here forever
08:13:03
Looks to the bridge from the sky. Bridges... Bridges are a bit like roads. However, they are meant to show crossing something. Be it the body of water that is the emotions of a person~ or be it a plateau over a drop. Bridges are like a human's ability to use our senses. To make things easier for us to cross the emotions that may be rampant below us, or the dangers we face every day. We need to use the bridge to build another thing we love. It provides protection, it provides a path forward, and out senses our the strongest thing that I could ever ask for. I forever want to be in touch with my senses to be able to cross each path ahead. I love it at the bridge.... but that doesn't mean I need to stay at the bridge. Losing senses can be fun and it is exciting, but there is a calamity to losing senses... You never know when the bridge may fall underneath you and you find yourself swimming in emotions. Senses are important to keep in tact. Senses are needed to stay loved, and being empathetic? That is a bridge that everyone should have because I view it like the one sense that we all should have... I have empathy for every person who crosses the bridge, I have empathy for the own bridge I make in the stars and sky. Everyone needs a bridge, and the bridge.... that this scene depicts is a foundation for being able to derive when to cross the bridge.. To that loving cabin at the end. The cabin you are building... The story you are creating... The story I am creating... It starts with empathy.
08:19:00
Be it the chain link, be it the forest, be it the mountains, be it the log cabin.. There is one ting that always stays in each and every scene. It is the scene of us... Us as people. Viewing things differently and viewing things in different perspectives... This is the end of today's adventure and I have come to realize something. I love this world... I love the people who reside on EF. Love my Special Lover. Love my Veltry. Most importantly though? I love myself.... That is what matters the most. Creating and seeing the beautiful world I live in? It provides inspiration for how I want to be. How shadows show an everchanging world. Blurs of the motion of events from the crossing of roads to destinations... Just like on a highway. Destinations being goals that help us look to everyday values. The world has always been colorful, and waters are emotions. Waters are rampant, and these emotions I face? They are the ones I need to embrace with empathy. Plateaus of changing scenery and every location is different.. Except we can always look tot he skies as long as we stay firmly planted on the ground. Looking to the sky for guidance when we ever feel like we need to relax. I let the skies guide me, just like I want to be the sky for others. Windows from a log cabin... or windows from a building? They are the RP we all seek and they are the stories that we view ourselves in. Windows are inspirational because they all have a different abode. Different residents.... and it provides a view into just how differentiated the world is. Scene gazing is the best thing a person can do to relax. It helps calm and vivify each and every thing we see. Just like a tree holds firm on the ground, we hold on our ground by doing little things like decorations to make us happier as people. We are the chain, and we are the beautiful world of building a link by link story forward. Making bridges to hold empathy for moving over the ever changing waters of emotions. No plateau is dangerous with the help of my loved ones... Friends... I love you all on EF. I love some more than others sure... But take this scene setting beauty I have painted for you all and know that there is a passion for us all! For me... It's helping others and for me it is being there for the people I care about the most. You know who you are because I don't say hi to everyone. If you see me regularly interacting with you, then you know I care about you. Know that... See that.... Feel that. The changing of scenes? We are building our log cabin together. Our scene together and we are adding to each other's memories. These memories of mine? I wouldn't change them for anything in the world. Thank you for accepting your sky, your dove, and your emerald of EF.
08:30:36
(End of creative writing.)
08:30:46
(Feeling better now... Should do this nightly to help calm myself down.)
08:38:27
(Notes for future references. Try doing something a bit more unrealistic. Pick out things that I find enjoyment in with a bit of randomness to the dreamscape image. It will help me to pick out my emotions based on how I am feeling.)
08:42:47
** Green Velcro 💚~ Always Vel’s 💖 left the game (definitively). **
09:04:29