Samantha (变性人) (3 级) mail warning

Heya, I'm new here well I've been here a while, but still feel a little inexperienced lol, and mostly just looking around.
I am a trans girl IRL and am awaiting surgery (but the waiting list is so long)
I will update my profile as and when I have had surgery.
Am hoping to have some interactions that make me feel as feminine as possible.
I am pansexual - Open to anyone
Sub leaning, but very happy to be competitive!

Earning my femininity
An idea suggested to me so I thought I'd give it a go
Every time I win a match, I am allowed to remove my trans checkmark and play as a full girl for 1 game (or +1 for each orgasm I have over the opponent, so if I win a 0/2 game, I get 2 games, but the reverse is also true for losses). However, if I reach -10 on this counter, I must be punished. How? That will be up to you guys to decide. If I have games saved up I can choose whether or not I use them, so if I have trans turned off you can always ask me to turn it back on, though being a 'real girl' for the time I have will be exciting for me, so I make no promises. I can try to save them so I don't risk getting punished.
Current number of games allowed as full fem: 0

NNN I have been challenged to partake in NNN to prove I'm not just a worthless slut. If you make me cum, you can punish me however you want. Nnghh... I want to cum so baaad! How do you boys do this every year!?

Wesley
Wesley invited me to his to show me the ropes of this place. An hour later I was whimpering and trembling as his cock made me cum so so hard. He left me covered in cum and desperate to meet him again. Whether I win next time or lose humiliatingly again, I will love every second and I can't wait!